Learn to Believe.

Sometimes, I sit around,
Waiting, Wondering,
Just
                                             when
is anyone, including
myself, going to
accept that the
                                             will
of a man's heart
Is nothing more
than what
                                             I
have made it out
to be?  Will I
ever
                                             learn
to trust those
S u r r o u n d i n g  
me?  Or how
                                             to believe
that there is good
In another being?
My mind is
                                             in
darkness. The question,
Is there something
more idiotic than
                                             love.?